
Jaclyn Walker
Reality vs. Expectations
So - first, truth. Iโve been waking up with a 1000 pound gorilla on my chest the last month thinking about going back to work.
Zero clue how Iโm gonna make my life work.
Relate?
My pressing question is - have I done enough with the time Iโve been off?
By most peoples standards this is a resounding yes. For those of you know who know, my questioning would basically validate that Iโm crazy ๐ but still -
Worry. Anxiety. Itโs all relative.
Reality vs Expectations.
Itโs hard to live expectation free, in fact I donโt personally think that works. I expect to honor my own word, I expect to fulfill on my own promises. Sometimes I donโt and I expect to make it right and set new promises. Otherwise Iโm living small.
Here in the Daily, there are some doโs and donโt. Rx by yours truly so take it with that grain.
Iโll post them more in detail later - hereโs one.
I donโt sit and stew, or at least ๐ I stir the pot in my humanity but and definitely not for long and certainly not forever.
It does me no good.
Iโm THE FIRST to validate feelings also the first put you/me on the butt ๐ with a LETS GO SISTER.
Itโs insanity to live in regret
Itโs insanity to think you can control all the things
Itโs insanity to EXPECT perfection, strive for it sure expect it no.
Itโs also insanity not to acknowledge your own thoughts!
โAutopilotโ in your brain is more like a walking coma. The kids are saying โstay woke.โ
Yes, lets.
