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  • Jaclyn Walker

Reality vs. Expectations

So - first, truth. Iโ€™ve been waking up with a 1000 pound gorilla on my chest the last month thinking about going back to work.


Zero clue how Iโ€™m gonna make my life work.


Relate?


My pressing question is - have I done enough with the time Iโ€™ve been off?


By most peoples standards this is a resounding yes. For those of you know who know, my questioning would basically validate that Iโ€™m crazy ๐Ÿ˜œ but still -


Worry. Anxiety. Itโ€™s all relative.


Reality vs Expectations.


Itโ€™s hard to live expectation free, in fact I donโ€™t personally think that works. I expect to honor my own word, I expect to fulfill on my own promises. Sometimes I donโ€™t and I expect to make it right and set new promises. Otherwise Iโ€™m living small.


Here in the Daily, there are some doโ€™s and donโ€™t. Rx by yours truly so take it with that grain.

Iโ€™ll post them more in detail later - hereโ€™s one.


I donโ€™t sit and stew, or at least ๐Ÿ˜‚ I stir the pot in my humanity but and definitely not for long and certainly not forever.


It does me no good.


Iโ€™m THE FIRST to validate feelings also the first put you/me on the butt ๐Ÿ‘ with a LETS GO SISTER.


Itโ€™s insanity to live in regret

Itโ€™s insanity to think you can control all the things

Itโ€™s insanity to EXPECT perfection, strive for it sure expect it no.

Itโ€™s also insanity not to acknowledge your own thoughts!


โ€œAutopilotโ€ in your brain is more like a walking coma. The kids are saying โ€œstay woke.โ€


Yes, lets.





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